I’ve been over-thinking myself to death since Sunday, but I can’t help it.
What if all of this were to happen to me? What if one day, I was out and had a serious car accident and I wasn’t a part of this world spiritually anymore? How would that leave my parents? How would that leave the rest of my family? How would that leave my friends? Would I have even a quarter of the legacy that he did? Would even a quarter of the people that he had come to his bedside in the hospital show up to my critical condition bed?
It makes me realize that I have so much left to fulfill in my life. He’s motivating me to do so much more than ever. He’s inspiring me to be a better person and to bring happiness to everyone that I can around me. I hope to leave an impression like he did. If it ever came down to it, I would want people to see me as the person who tried to be nice to everyone, that gimpy chick who always gets hurt but is funny as hell. I want to be remembered in a positive way that everyone knows. I want things to show off at my viewing about all of the accomplishments that I have done in my life.
I want to follow your legacy, Quinn. Rest in peace. I love you and I miss you. I’ll be there to rejoin you soon, just wait for me. <3
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